The Joshua Tree
yeah. Thats how I feel right now. The Joshua Tree cover. Black. Trimmed with gold. But still black. it would be DAMN funny if YOU TOO felt this way.
Ok .. bad joke.

Supposed to be doing essay now.But was listening to some old Mp3's and had sudden flashbacks. :
Things I miss :
Home, sweating in a hawker center, doing absolutely nothing at starbucks, stanley, lifeguard, East Coast Park, McDonalds Fish burgers and nuggets with curry sauce. Newton Char Siew Fan, Almost everything at Adam Road, Qoo, my mom, my dad, my sis. My dogs and cats, doing nothing at NUS, the bintan VIP members, long cool nights under a little pavillion sitting on uncomfortable chairs with a few bottles of wine, a few packs of smokes music in the background, stars in the sky, sea sounds over the balcony and the company of friends u cant deny, Potblack, acjc malay fried chicken with rice and tons of chili, Kurt & Kai.

Ill stop there, too many to keep on going.
Dad called today, spoke to me, and he knew something was wrong. or at least he said I dont sound happy. Didnt know what to say so I told him the obvious which I was sick. Everytime I think about this it brings a tear in. I really don't know what to do. It's taking a lot out of me this past week. Is this depression? Is it setting in. I dunno.

VoDoX@228am
::Now Playing::
Electronic - For You.